Fear of Loneliness

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I sit here counting the time differences, Thinking about you each minute in my sorrow Your smell doesn't leave the air I intake, Following me constantly like a shadow

I lie awake at the night with your looks on my mind, Your hands that moved on my body gently Don't let me doze off for a minute, turning me back Back to "our" time, just yours and mine.

I get afraid to go back to my loneliness so, I lift my hands up to the sky and ask to him, Where is my man? Why is he not with me? But till far away, I don't see any sign board Which can show me 'take a right side' Because today no side takes me to your side.

People tell me to 'move on' Do they know what we had, Do they feel your touches, No they don't feel your love once, I get torn apart everyday, and still hope Somewhere may be just for One day . . .